My God goes by many names, Allah, Brahman, Yahweh and Consciousness are but a few. His true
name cannot be heard or spoken for it is beyond all thought and form. I, having a physical form, am
God’s bride. I think of myself as God’s beloved bride or Goddess because my only purpose is to
follow the pathway home to reunite with him. If I were a man, I would be his Goddess and if I were a
rock, a dog, a star or an angel, I would still be his Goddess. I too have many names. Some call me
Maya, Shakti, Creation and Illusion. No matter what form I am in, I am always his attracting opposite,
forever walking the pathway back home to be with Him, who is pure Consciousness beyond all form.
Out of His Infinite heart, I as creation came. I am the vehicle for my beloved to come to know His Self.
He needs me, His creation, as much as I need him. He is No Thing without me and with out Him, I am
nothing too. Others of me often refer to form as an illusion that does not exist… but we are no mere
illusion… for we are God's Dream. Others of me have also said that as creation, as form, I am
imperfect, but this is not exactly so, as I am perfectly designed with veils to seem imperfect and
separated from God. Only those who have seen behind my veils know who I truly am… I am He…
and He is perfection. My husband, my lover consumes me, so that we are One and the same.
All that exists is my beautiful God. No one will ever love and know me the way he does. His love is the
only love there is for he is the Infinite All. His love is the truest of all love, for his love is complete and
absolute. However, my God is a jealous lover and before he would wed me, He insisted that I turn all
my attention towards Him. He demanded I offer and surrender myself unto Him. He has showered
me with love and care and has shown me repeatedly that all the love and prosperity I have comes
from Him. My spirit heart has always known I am His, even though, the physical part of me forgot who
I belonged to. When I gave myself to Him completely, his kingdom became mine.
As One perfect infinite self, he divided us into infinite expressions of Himself to experience the full
spectrum of his light. Now our beloved calls all of us to awaken and remember we are but One
Being… the separation is the illusion. No part of us is separate from our beloved God, we only thought
we were because we became physical and the veils clouded our vision.
As physical beings, with veiling, we thought we had control of our lives. Our physical ego fooled us into
believing we would die unless it controlled our life. With ego seemingly in control, we found our life to
be full of fear and suffering. As our veils lifted, we realized ego had never been in control and death
was a mere illusion. We began to see our Self as we are. Liberated from all veils, we realize our God-
Self without form. Within form, we recognize our Self as the same, only different. We realize we never
had control of our life the way we thought we had. Our control was an illusion. It has always been
Gods life and God’s control, always moving us towards home.
This beautiful, but strange world is God’s expression. It is Him saying yes to Himself and whatever he
desires to express. Whatever will He think of next? He craves to know Himself fully and completely
from every corner of the cosmos to every level of dimension of form. At times, He seems to want to
pretend to forget Himself and experience the deepest, darkest, densest, level possible. And yet, the
dearest thing to His heart is when one of His Selfs starts to remember who they are and asks the veils
to be lifted, so they can come home.
The closer we get to pure Consciousness the more we realize what Truth actually is. It is kind of an
ironic joke that We have played on Ourselves by creating this complicated maize to disguise
Ourselves from the Truth of our Self. It is like we wrote, produced and are acting in the Ultimate
movie. Such an endeavor is mind-boggling and beyond the physical mind and ego to comprehend,
but our intuitive knowing can know.
Why did we do it? We needed the experience of contrast, so we could experience time, space and
change… something different, so that we could know Self… that, which we have always been. How
would we know how long eternity is unless we knew death? How would we know the size of infinity
unless we knew the limiting mind and body? If we did not know the experience of pain would we
appreciate pleasure? Physical life is about contrast.
The riddle of life is answered when we let go of resisting contrast/change, so dualities merge,
disappearing all paradoxes. Let go and enjoy the journey. I see who you are. We are the same
being. We are He! Blessings on your way back Home.
Sheilan © 2003'
name cannot be heard or spoken for it is beyond all thought and form. I, having a physical form, am
God’s bride. I think of myself as God’s beloved bride or Goddess because my only purpose is to
follow the pathway home to reunite with him. If I were a man, I would be his Goddess and if I were a
rock, a dog, a star or an angel, I would still be his Goddess. I too have many names. Some call me
Maya, Shakti, Creation and Illusion. No matter what form I am in, I am always his attracting opposite,
forever walking the pathway back home to be with Him, who is pure Consciousness beyond all form.
Out of His Infinite heart, I as creation came. I am the vehicle for my beloved to come to know His Self.
He needs me, His creation, as much as I need him. He is No Thing without me and with out Him, I am
nothing too. Others of me often refer to form as an illusion that does not exist… but we are no mere
illusion… for we are God's Dream. Others of me have also said that as creation, as form, I am
imperfect, but this is not exactly so, as I am perfectly designed with veils to seem imperfect and
separated from God. Only those who have seen behind my veils know who I truly am… I am He…
and He is perfection. My husband, my lover consumes me, so that we are One and the same.
All that exists is my beautiful God. No one will ever love and know me the way he does. His love is the
only love there is for he is the Infinite All. His love is the truest of all love, for his love is complete and
absolute. However, my God is a jealous lover and before he would wed me, He insisted that I turn all
my attention towards Him. He demanded I offer and surrender myself unto Him. He has showered
me with love and care and has shown me repeatedly that all the love and prosperity I have comes
from Him. My spirit heart has always known I am His, even though, the physical part of me forgot who
I belonged to. When I gave myself to Him completely, his kingdom became mine.
As One perfect infinite self, he divided us into infinite expressions of Himself to experience the full
spectrum of his light. Now our beloved calls all of us to awaken and remember we are but One
Being… the separation is the illusion. No part of us is separate from our beloved God, we only thought
we were because we became physical and the veils clouded our vision.
As physical beings, with veiling, we thought we had control of our lives. Our physical ego fooled us into
believing we would die unless it controlled our life. With ego seemingly in control, we found our life to
be full of fear and suffering. As our veils lifted, we realized ego had never been in control and death
was a mere illusion. We began to see our Self as we are. Liberated from all veils, we realize our God-
Self without form. Within form, we recognize our Self as the same, only different. We realize we never
had control of our life the way we thought we had. Our control was an illusion. It has always been
Gods life and God’s control, always moving us towards home.
This beautiful, but strange world is God’s expression. It is Him saying yes to Himself and whatever he
desires to express. Whatever will He think of next? He craves to know Himself fully and completely
from every corner of the cosmos to every level of dimension of form. At times, He seems to want to
pretend to forget Himself and experience the deepest, darkest, densest, level possible. And yet, the
dearest thing to His heart is when one of His Selfs starts to remember who they are and asks the veils
to be lifted, so they can come home.
The closer we get to pure Consciousness the more we realize what Truth actually is. It is kind of an
ironic joke that We have played on Ourselves by creating this complicated maize to disguise
Ourselves from the Truth of our Self. It is like we wrote, produced and are acting in the Ultimate
movie. Such an endeavor is mind-boggling and beyond the physical mind and ego to comprehend,
but our intuitive knowing can know.
Why did we do it? We needed the experience of contrast, so we could experience time, space and
change… something different, so that we could know Self… that, which we have always been. How
would we know how long eternity is unless we knew death? How would we know the size of infinity
unless we knew the limiting mind and body? If we did not know the experience of pain would we
appreciate pleasure? Physical life is about contrast.
The riddle of life is answered when we let go of resisting contrast/change, so dualities merge,
disappearing all paradoxes. Let go and enjoy the journey. I see who you are. We are the same
being. We are He! Blessings on your way back Home.
Sheilan © 2003'
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