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| Sheilan's Journey |
| This life is but a dream... Awaken and realize the dreamer Sheilan / Infinite Living |
| "I do not hold any teaching or group to be more true... Truth is Knowing the Whole of Everything" ~Sheilan |
My journey into awakening has been a long road. I have spent all of my adult life pondering
existence to feed the deep questions of who I am and what is this life. What I perceive
Reality to be is not what most spiritual people perceive it to be. I see it as a matter of how far
down the rabbit hole a soul is destined to go. My soul was destined to go far enough down
the infinite hole to be able to perceive myself as soul or Consciousness living in a dream. I
came into this life with memories of other lifetimes in higher dimensions not of this earth. I
have memories of going through other theme changes or pole shifts on the earth. I know I
will teach what I am teaching now on the other side of the pole shift, when most will not
remember the old dream or that the pole shift happened. I will teach others to awaken and
realize they are being dreamt once again only in a new dream.
Many years ago, the Advaita, non-dualistic understanding that Consciousness is all there is,
profoundly changed my life. A light bulb came on and I got it. I realized what I was looking for
was inside of me, nowhere else. The teachers along the way I am most grateful for and who
inspired me the most, was Joseph Campbell, Ramana Maharshi, Ramesh Balsekar, Wayne
Liquorman and Waith. I also have had many friends and teachers in spirit who assisted with
my unfolding. I have been given many dreams and visions. No matter the help we receive,
we each are our own teachers of Truth. Truth teaches us from the inside.
The hero’s journey, as Joseph Campbell calls it, is a peeling and stripping away into
Nothing, to arrive at Essence with little ego remaining, rather then accumulating and
becoming more of something, adding to who we think we are, or who we want to be. It is the
soul’s choice if the ego becomes diminished or becomes more powerful or if we see life as
a dream or not. Over the years, I have watched many friends and teachers become more
egoic on their spiritual paths in their goals of becoming someone. There is no right or wrong
about it. We are all spiritual beings...it is what it is. It does however, add an interesting twist
to the drama of the Dream and makes the spiritual seeker more discerning to find Truth.
Once the Dream is deeply realized, desires and attachments fall away and one finds one's
self just being, for it seems there is really now where to go and nothing that must be done.
The ego no longer sits in the seat of power. Desires are gone. What seemed to matter
previously has no weight and one is free. From an egoic perspective, an egoless person
might seem uninteresting and boring with not much going on.
This website is a simple offering of my journey's expression. At this stage i find that
photography is the best way for me to share my journey with others. I have no goal with my
teaching other than to be of service. I am not here to prove anything, to become famous or
popular, nor do I feel the need to save others. The earth and its people do not need saving. I
perceive all is happening, as it should be. I see the theme of this earth school about to
change, because that is what it does every so many thousands of years. From my
perspective, the journey of the soul out of the One is always about the evolution back to the
One. Evolution is not about physical evolution for it is the physical, which is the dream.
If you identify yourself as soul in a body rather than a body with a soul you are in the process
of awakening from the dream. If you have found this website and find my words useful or
inspiring... wonderful. If you do not relate to my words I hope you find what you are looking for
somewhere else. Peace and blessings to you on your journey.
~Sheilan 2010/11
existence to feed the deep questions of who I am and what is this life. What I perceive
Reality to be is not what most spiritual people perceive it to be. I see it as a matter of how far
down the rabbit hole a soul is destined to go. My soul was destined to go far enough down
the infinite hole to be able to perceive myself as soul or Consciousness living in a dream. I
came into this life with memories of other lifetimes in higher dimensions not of this earth. I
have memories of going through other theme changes or pole shifts on the earth. I know I
will teach what I am teaching now on the other side of the pole shift, when most will not
remember the old dream or that the pole shift happened. I will teach others to awaken and
realize they are being dreamt once again only in a new dream.
Many years ago, the Advaita, non-dualistic understanding that Consciousness is all there is,
profoundly changed my life. A light bulb came on and I got it. I realized what I was looking for
was inside of me, nowhere else. The teachers along the way I am most grateful for and who
inspired me the most, was Joseph Campbell, Ramana Maharshi, Ramesh Balsekar, Wayne
Liquorman and Waith. I also have had many friends and teachers in spirit who assisted with
my unfolding. I have been given many dreams and visions. No matter the help we receive,
we each are our own teachers of Truth. Truth teaches us from the inside.
The hero’s journey, as Joseph Campbell calls it, is a peeling and stripping away into
Nothing, to arrive at Essence with little ego remaining, rather then accumulating and
becoming more of something, adding to who we think we are, or who we want to be. It is the
soul’s choice if the ego becomes diminished or becomes more powerful or if we see life as
a dream or not. Over the years, I have watched many friends and teachers become more
egoic on their spiritual paths in their goals of becoming someone. There is no right or wrong
about it. We are all spiritual beings...it is what it is. It does however, add an interesting twist
to the drama of the Dream and makes the spiritual seeker more discerning to find Truth.
Once the Dream is deeply realized, desires and attachments fall away and one finds one's
self just being, for it seems there is really now where to go and nothing that must be done.
The ego no longer sits in the seat of power. Desires are gone. What seemed to matter
previously has no weight and one is free. From an egoic perspective, an egoless person
might seem uninteresting and boring with not much going on.
This website is a simple offering of my journey's expression. At this stage i find that
photography is the best way for me to share my journey with others. I have no goal with my
teaching other than to be of service. I am not here to prove anything, to become famous or
popular, nor do I feel the need to save others. The earth and its people do not need saving. I
perceive all is happening, as it should be. I see the theme of this earth school about to
change, because that is what it does every so many thousands of years. From my
perspective, the journey of the soul out of the One is always about the evolution back to the
One. Evolution is not about physical evolution for it is the physical, which is the dream.
If you identify yourself as soul in a body rather than a body with a soul you are in the process
of awakening from the dream. If you have found this website and find my words useful or
inspiring... wonderful. If you do not relate to my words I hope you find what you are looking for
somewhere else. Peace and blessings to you on your journey.
~Sheilan 2010/11
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